It was devistating to lose our baby. After all we went through with the suprize pregancy and IUD dangers. We were just int the clear when I went in for a check up and learned the baby's heart was no longer beating. Cheryl was so kind to arrange with my husband to get me flowers. He is so clever. Instead of getting me flowers that would fade he got me rose bushes and bouganveillas. Now I have the beginings of a flower garden. It was the perfect gift because it gave me something to take care of. I also started to scrapbook, but if you want
to see it you have to come to our 
house. That helped me remember my blessings and happy times. But what hepled the most was going to visit my sister in law Jenny. Her husband (on my request) was able to show me what Spinal Bifida is (that was the reason for the baby's passing away). I had never even heard of that and it helped me see that loosing the baby now was better than having it be born with that. Thank you everyone for your support and prayers. And thank you to my Mom for helping take care of 
me, what would I do without you.
